AS LOVE.

"bawalah aku ke dalam mimpimu

aku takkan kecewakan kamu

walaupun itu semua hanyalah sebatas mimpi

jadikan aku kekasih hatimu
AKU MENGINGINKAN KAMU

sungguh-sungguh merasa ku jatuh cinta pada dirimu.."

LOVEloveLOVEloveLOVE

again and agaiin !!

have you guys ever fallin in love with someone and that made you want to change ? change to be a better person or maybe a perfect person ? you wanted to do that to make him or her happy, you changed for them. well, I feel it now. and this feeling is so amazing.

initial in the card, i want you - need you - like you - love you

do you feel the same feeling with me ? i hope so, because i'm ready to change for you. you won't find me as the same with another girl. i promise you this. i'll be loyal, i'll be your everything, if you want to be my everything !

school got really boring !!!!

hello everyone. how's your day ? don't ask mine, bcause since the holiday was over, it seems like the boredom wanted to kill mee !!!

"SCHOOL IS SO DAMN BORINGG !!"

┌П┐(◣_◢)┌П┐

yeah I love this quote. that is so damn ritee ! school is totally boring .. with those boring subjects, boring teachers, boring place (the same view all the day), but NOT boring friends !! this is the one and only reason for me to go to school. FRIENDS ! they always make up the day ..

anyway, I've become a senior now. there are juniors now, the 10th grade student in school. my first judge of them : they don't respect seniors well. one of my junior, named f**z is the example. he was so rude ! he talked so loud in front of our class and under-estimated us !! i swear i kill you if there was no teacher that time !! ┌П┐

the other things, almost everyday in class, we have so much "lawer" time ! we played cards (jendral :D), online facebook trough bryan's modem, sharing and laughing all the time. yeah, it's so much better than study physics.

and guys, my friend Manda, got blackberry from her mother. yeah, it would be new online-machine in class. HAHAH PEACE MANDA :) i don't wanna talk about bb any longer.

readers of my blog from binsus shs, please join binsus database on http://binsus.webhop.org/ !!

kisses :*

PEMOTRETAN.

location : behind mcc

photographer : kak kiki spot, dkk.

costume : myself ; leather jacket (miami), tank top (unbranded), red skirt (DIY), ankle boots (I've forgotten, sorry!), socks (naughty), glasses (kak kiki's)

want me to be your model ?

contact me :)

STRESSSS SKOLAA !!!

Hi guyss ..
rupanya aku mmg udah stres beratt !! haha :D
STRESS SKOLA tepatnya ! boring abisss ! PR numpukk, ulangan terus, bimbel menanti, olimpiade lah ! UH !!!bener-bener udah mau gila dahh ..
apalagii tiap weekend harus les dimana-mana ...kapan santainyaaa ??
satu-satunya yang dapat menghibur cuma DUNIA MAYA.
hahahaii :D
facebook and twitter all the time. of course with blogger.. kayaknya aku bakal jadi manusia onlineonline deh. kamprettt ..

foto di atas adalah manusia online.
foto di bawah adalah orang stres.

dadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!

yoghuurt babe

simple topping: oreo and chocochipp
love yoghurt berry :)

CEBURR !!

It was weekend !
I forgot about the date but me and my bestie : MEL and KEI went swimming at Waterpark Citraland. It was so hot, so we really enjoyed that time. Until when in our way to home, I forgot about my handphone !!
I was so shocked. Then we went back to that place and found my handphone on the street !! Oooo Thanks God and thanks for both of you. I love youu !

Best Friend :)

foto ini menyebabkan banyak kontroversi.
hahahha :D

On feb 22nd 2010, me and my bestie coban went to watch wolfman.Hmm, film itu standarlah .. ga keren amat. LOL

curhatt bout my LoveLife *

Dear my bloggie,
First, I beg for your apologize bcause I'm not updating this blog. Sorry guys !
I want to tell ya about my latest news. There's good news and bad news. The good one is finnaly I know that the boy that I like has the same feeling with me. I'm sooooooooo happy guyss ! What can be better than knowing the boy you love is love youu too. And like the other people, we do chat, and sms-ing. haha :D
He's funny. I like it. And he seems care to me. Handsome too. Totally my type :P.
And the bad one is ..
The ghost from my past came again. It is one of my biggest fear, guys. I'm afraid if I'll love him again. Actually I always love him, but I've promised to myself that I will try my best to forget him FOREVER. But I must admit that I broke my promise. I know he just want to hurt me, he lies to me all the time by saying " I miss you", "I'm thinking of you", AARGH! . Sometimes I really want to do revenge, but my heart says that I do the wrong option. I hope I can back to the time before I knew him or renew my whole life !
Bloggie, I thought that I've succeed. I thought I could forget about him. But it was absolutely wrong. Help me. I really want to get out from here.

From now, I will let God direct my life. Maybe, it's He's plan to make me a strong girl and not easily believe in boy's mouth. God knows that it's really hard for me to forget about him, and pretend that I don't know him, or love him. Cause in fact, I really really do ! But God's plan is beautiful in the exact time.
I believe in You.
If both of us is really built as one, please please I want him to be mine. But, if it's not, help me to end this story forever with happily.
Pray for me guys.




XOXO.

Photoshoot with Fotografer Manado

hey guys.
so sorry, not updating this blog for such a long time..

take a look at these photos.
taken on ehmm .. actually i forgot haha :D
it's at kalasey, with FM.

here I am :

here we are :

go fotografer manado :)

latest news about myself.

Hi Guys.
Life (generally) : Not so bad and not so good. Everything went pretty well. Nothing too important happened.
School : Busy busy and busy all the day. There are so many tasks to do, fiuuuhh. Quite boring and tiring. Saturday class schedule so very solid. There are three courses, and all the lessons are deadly. Math, Phsics, and Chemist. but I must be more active learning, because the semester will be held in March.
Love : Nothing in particular.
Friendship : Hmm, someone who is not given the opportunity has changed, but someone who is given the opportunity hasn't changed.

Music Lists :
1. Lady GaGa - Monster
2. The Cinnamons - So would you let me be myself
3. Lady GaGa - Speechless
4. Lady GaGa - Bad Romance
5. Sandy Canester - Be My Lady

Well guys, that's the latest news about me. How about you? Keep reading my blog, and thanks. I leave you with today pict.

Hugs and Kisses.

new twitter

guys, I'm so sad about my old twitter.
I forgot the password :(
so I made my new twitter.
please follow me, and I'll follow you back guys.
just click at the picture above.


hugs *

FIRST DAY SCHOOL !

Wew, it's first day school : Jan 7th 2010 !
Actually, I love holiday more that I love school hahaah XD
First day School : TOTTALY BORING ! nothing to do, and because I'm so sleepy, i just sleep at classroom.
The only thing that fun is meeting my all friends. And congratulations to Patricksen Osvaldo Derek, or Pepet, because he's chosen as Ketua Panitia Paskah 2010. Good Luck !

I leave you with today pict :

Hangout with friends on Jan 6th 2010

Waw..
It was the last day of christmas and new year holiday. So my friends (911 Community) and I went to Manado Town Square for having fun. Before it, anggel and reven went to my house to make an assignment.

First, we played PUMP IT UP at timezone. after that we went to Quali for having lunch. And my Lunch menu is my favor one : QUALI's bubur ayam :) YUMMY !
after that, we went to NAV to do karaoke !
well, we were in room 21 again !! hahaha :) maybe it's just a 'kebetulan'.
it always fun if we sing together.


well, goodbye 911, it's time to have fun with the other friends, my Junior High friends : Etik, Maureen, Itho, actually with Richa, but she was hang out with her friends. So it's just three of us. We went to Score.
My oldfriend and also bestfriend, Etik, have a new handphone : Blackberry Curve. Congratulations !


I wore this outfit that time :

Green-plaid shirt:Honhyifana, Tanktop:61, Hat:Rusty, Cassete Neklace:Pink,
Bag:Xoxo, Shoes:Ev3Lynne

HUGS and KISSES :)

me and sella's craziness

watch this video guys.
it's me and my best friend, kristina meisella ransun or you can call her sella.
no lesson for that day, so sella and I take a funny video.
it's in bahasa manado.




HUGS and KISSES ♥

hangout with family on 2010's first day =)

hangout with family to manado town square on January 1st 2010.. after eat in solaria, we watched treasure hunter on theatre 03. such a bad film, and i didn't understand what's the purpose of that film >.<>

and this last picture :
i copied the style of Mr. S or Satria , an indonesian actor (Angel's Diary movie) wkakakaa..

Dress: Glitter, Manado Town Square ; Hat : Rusty, Planet Surf Manado Town Square ; Neklace : Pink, ITC Mangga Dua Jkt ; Shoes : Charles&Keith, Senayan City Jakarta

HUGS and KISSES.

my little funny-cute-talkative sister.

hey guys.
take a look at my little cute sister.
her name is gracia.
she's damn funny and really talkative. and also clever.
she's not one year old yet, but really clever :)




she lived in our village now, molompar. but she often come to my house and stay for some months.
i love her so much much muccch ..

updated news 181009

dear bloggy,
akhirnya midterm exam week udah selesai jugaa ! jadinya bisa santai deh. hasilnya juga lumayan bagus. sayangnya, nilai kimia-ku ancurr, dapet 66 ! TOO BAD !
LOVELIFE : 180 derajat berubah! I was fallin in love with a bad liar! arrggh!! how dare he makes me cry after I've walked a thousand miles searching for him ?? well, he's not the only guy in the world! a long list of gentlemen happy to take his place in my heart! akakakk :) keep strong cha!

XOXO, queen.

lately news of me ..

haii semuanya ...
lama juga ga blogging .. sibuk sihh .. hihi XD
well, how's my life ?? the answer is reallyreallyreally fine ..
karena akhirnya semua masalah itu sampai juga di titik akhirnya, dan aku tidak perlu lagi menjadi seorang yang harus terus-terusan berpura-pura..
ga ngerti ya ?? never mind lah kalo ga ngerti .. hihi XD .. the clue is : it was happen in * 031009 * ..
#NEXT#
bentar lagii aku ultah nihh ..
yiippiieee .. perfect date tommorow !
10 OCTOBER (1010) my fav number :)
apa yang yang akan terjadii ?? hmmh, we'll see ..
#NEXT#
lagii fallin in love nihh .. hehehe .. jadi maluu ..
cuma mau mnyanyikan sbuah lagu buat seseorang ..

if you got an eerie feeling after hanging up the phone
sort of happy feeling but you’re not sure what it’s called

if you’re haunted by his face whenever you’re asleep at night
and think you hear his silly voice just calling out your name

oh, no! I think i’m in love with you..
on, no! i’m hoping you’ll want me too
so, please..don't let me down!

[ MOCCA - I think I'm in love ]

miss him . need him . love him .

*kisses*

secret admirer

yesterday , i got a message from someone ..
he said that he loved me .. i don't know who he was .. he didn't say his name ..
unfortunately, i can't reply the message cause i don't have any pulse .. hehe *
anyway, i think show ur love to someone u love is good .. even just by sending a message ..
than never show ur love to someone u love ..
never say it ..
just like what i've feel the other day with SOMEONE that never tell me that he loves me or not .. [BA RASA JOO !]



with love , QUEEN .

Queen went to BC

hey guys ..
minggu lalu, tanggal 21-22 Agustus, sekolahku mengadakan BC (Bible Camp) di Bukit Doa, Tomohon .. seruu banget :D
pengen pergi lagi dehh .. selain view-nya baguss banget, udaranya sejuk, ditambah kegiatan-kegiatan yg seru dan pasti temen-temen yang seru juga .. oh ya, disana aku dan temen-temen menjadi semakin dekat .. kita membentuk suatu community yang dinamain 'sarapung' .. hahaha :D
namun karena namanya jelek, jadi diganti jadi 'nineoneone' (911) karena anggotanya berjumlah 11 orang ..

* AKU *
* BEBE *
* SELA *
* KEIZIA *
* TOLE *
* ANEY *
* BRANCO *
* SEMEN *
* RAVEN *
* MELINDA *
* PRIZ *

semuanya lamu dan garida . haha :)
namun, karena 'masalah-masalah' , dua personil mengundurkan diri dan kita cuma jadi 9 orang deh ..
but, kita ber-sebelas tetep sahabatan kok .. tapi, itu bukan berarti kita pilih-pilih teman .. kita cuma mau menjalin hubungan persahabatan yang lebih kuat .. kita tetep mau kok temenan sama yang lain ..

*BACK TO BIBLE CAMP*

malam itu setelah mandi, kita ikut kegiatan KKR di amphiterium .. tempatnya kayak tempat pementasan gitu ..
sepanjang jalan ke amphiterium dan balik ke penginapan, semuanya pada histeris dengan jalan yang gelap .. aku sampe didorong-dorong ..
padahal kita sebagai kristiani kan udah tahu kalo Tuhan selalu beserta kita dan kekuatan-Nya sudah tentu tidak bisa ditandingi oleh 'siapapun' termasuk setan !!
tapi ya maklumi aja .. haha .. sekalian seru-seruan nakut-nakutin temen-temen .. lucu-lucuan aja ..


night reflection ..
dipimpin oleh Kak Ade Astalia Pratiwi .
menyadarkan kita untuk selalu bersyukur untuk APAPUN yang diberikan Tuhan kepada kita, baik yang buruk maupun yang baik . seorang cacat pun bisa sukses dengan tubuhnya yang tanpa kaki dan tangan dan ia selalu bersyukur kepada Tuhan .. mengapa kita tidak bisa ?


esoknya ,
yang seru adalah PEMILIHAN KING AND QUEEN BC 2009 dan PEMILIHAN BC IDOL .
yupp, pemenangnya adalah King Patriksen Derek dan Queen Monica Rembang ..
congrats yah temen-temen .. dua-duanya 'nineoneone' !


akhirnya, kurang lebih pukul 16.00 , kami semua pulang ke manado dengan selamat ..
thanks Jesus :)



well, that's my experience . Love u all :)